Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Things are getting better

Getting back to work has really been a blessing. I was so afraid to see everyone's sad faces. To hear the I'm sorrys, to have people whisper and stare. Of course it is a catch-22 if nobody mentioned anything I would feel like nobody cared.

The first day there were a lot of tears. Then it started getting better. Today I was almost back to myself and i did not cry one time.

The bleeding has also almost ceased, which in itself has increased my mood.

Each day is a little better.

I saw my therapist and had my blood drawn. My HCG dropped to 117 which is great over one week. After it returns to normal (below 5) then we can consider this cycle over and hopefully return to normal.

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