As expected after a couple of days of spotting, my period/miscarriage
came last night. I knew it was coming but I was not ready for what it
brought. I awoke in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom.
There on the top of the pad was what I am sure was the embryo/baby. I
have never seen anything like it before. It was white almost pearly
and smaller than the eraser of a mechanical pencil. I was paralyzed,
what do i do with it. Flush it, throw it away? So in the end I just
wrapped it carefully in toilet paper and threw it away and went back
to bed. I woke my husband and told him. He patted me. I am almost
paralyzed today. I need to get a hold of myself, but i just keep
falling apart.
My heart hurts.
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